Best Days of Your Life

"Cuz I'll be there in the back of your mind, from the day we met to you making me cry. And it's just too bad, you've already had the best days of your life." That is a line from Best Days of Your Life, one of my favorite songs by Kellie Pickler. This line describes how I feel about my ex. I know he misses me and all the little things I did. I was the best damn girlfriend. No lie. I was always there for him. Whether it was financial, emotional, or mental support he needed, I was always there to supply him with it. I would drop everything and make him the center of my world. I guess that is why things didn't work out lol. His reason for breaking up with me was that I was too perfect and he didn't want us to wind up walking down the aisle before we were 21. Excuse me, but isn't the point of dating to try to find the perfect person so you can get married and spend the rest of your life with them? Guess not to him. I was the best damn girlfriend...and got screwed over because of it. And the thing is, he still calls me all the time wanting to hang out and know what I'm up to, still talks to me about all his problems, and still drives and hour to my parents' home just to see me on weekends.....so why not just keep dating me? Lol, I will never get some people. We've been broken up for a little over 2 years now and mutual friends of ours still tell me things that he has said to them along the lines of how he thinks that breaking up with me might have been a mistake, he knows he's never going to find anyone else to do all the stuff for him that I did, and he misses me....duh. While he was figuring all this stuff that I already knew, I was busy getting over him. I don't want him back anymore. Somewhere out there, I believe there is a man with some sense who won't mind me being 'too perfect' for him and will appreciate me and all I will do for him. One thing I did learn from this experience is to never make anyone a priority when is all you are to them is an option. Now, I am out on the dating scene again exploring my options.

Here's the Kellie Pickler Song Best Days of Your Life link:

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